"Curious and Curious-er."

I apologize for not blogging in a long time. I’ve been caught up in several activities that has caused me to not check Tumblr often nor have I felt compelled to write anything until now. I’ve had a few ephipanys in my life in the past two weeks and it’s about time I share them.

My first epiphany deals with my career options and with where I’m happy when I work. I absolutely love the internship opportunites I’ve had and I’ve realized there’s no where else I’d rather be for awhile. I love my community and I’m captivated by the people that is in this welcoming community. I love that everyone is willing to help each other out and I love that everyone is so friendly no matter how diverse the other person may be. I’ve never once had a bad moment in these opportunites. I’ve never felt like my job is my hobby until now. I praise God for showing me that I belong here. And I praise Him for giving me the motivation to work the hardest I’ve ever worked in my life. I hope to stay here for a few years after I graduate. I’m praying that somehow I will have a career here where I will feel this happy. I also have decided to change my major to Political Science. I am very unhappy with the way things are turning out in my Criminal Justice classes and I have lost my interest in that field. The classes I have been taking have been geared towards students that want to be police officers. I do not have a calling with that field. I have a calling for community. I may want to one day go to law school or go to grad school to become a congress woman. Political Science is more the major for those options. I just know I have a calling to make a difference in this community or to even the nation.

I know this because of God’s confirmation in all aspects in my life. If I can have an amazing job that I love and if people all around me see this success then I know I am in the right place. I have also been prayed over by a prophetic man that I am blessed to have met. And after hearing his words come straight from God, it’s time I spread my seeds to this community. This is a symbolic way of saying that it’s time to be fruitful and to show this community God’s love. I know that that is my calling. Huntsville is an amazing city and I want to do anything possible to help this community to be a loving and God centered community.

My second ephipany is the fact that I know I am meant to be with Kyle. Kyle is the most amazing guy I have ever met. No matter how focused I am with work, he is so supportive in all of my decisions and he always encourages me. We also have been getting closer than ever. We always stay up so late just talking and telling stories of our childhood and just being goofy. I love him dearly and I know that being with my best friend is what I’ve always wanted. You just know…they are never wrong when they say that. You just know that you’re with the right person when it’s that time. Kyle and I have talked about the future and we do see one. Not saying that it’s going to happen for sure but more and more it feels right and a blessing from God. I can honestly say I’ve never felt this way and I never knew what real love is until now. I pray that Kyle and I work together to keep our relationship strong and that we’ll continue to grow together. I also pray that God gives us the strength to overcome any obstacle together. There’s nothing as intoxicating as going through adventures with your best friend. I hope I get to endure all of my life adventures with him for now on. Our next adventure is going to San Antonio together for 3 days during Spring Break. It’ll be awesome and I’m so excited to go on a mini-vacation with someone I love more than anything on this earth.

So there you have it…I’m finally feeling like I belong somewhere with someone. All of this is possible because of God. He has given me these opportunites and all it took was for me to have faith that He will take care of me. Don’t ever forget that, with God, all things are possible!!!!

Good night everyone! Much love!

The force would be easier to learn rather than laws.